I have a doctors appointment Monday, September 19.  For this appointment I'm to have a CT Scan, then discuss the next step.  I know surgery has to be done.  I'm a bit nervous. Going " under" terrifies me

I have been trying to stay around 1200 calories. I was so heavy my old scale didn't go that high, it was the old fashioned kind. So on Amazon I ordered a digital one....

I found out it can vary 5# depending on where I place it in the bathroom tile floor.  I asked dd to see what it does in 2 specific places.  It varied 2.5# for her.

Tonight the number jumped 10#. roflol.  But boy do I love that lower number, it would mean a loss of 50#!  I'm hoping for a 35-40# loss come Monday (it makes the surgery better, the more I lose)

I in no way look like I've lost 50#, but I don't look like I've lost 20# either, it's hard to see anything beyond my huge belly :-(

I will say on the protein, Core Power drinks, I'm not hungry, it's 26 gr of protein.  Mentally I want food around 3pm. And when I smell dinner!  So I eat a small amount for dinner. Adding fiber to be sure!